Thursday, September 20, 2001

soundtrack: aphex twin/bjork

today was a dark and rainy day. those just never go well with me; i was queasy the whole day and slept in for one of my classes.

today just wasn't a good day for me.

i've been a good girl. (about 2 weeks ago) talked to r-butter @ the first GC performance; we actually had a conversation. i'm going to try this conversation thing and see if it really works. about 2 days after that, bbq sat down next to me and talked to me, since the semester started. he was nervous and rambled and i tried not to make eye contact at all. it's been like that every since.

except for tuesday.

i just finished reading some immunology papers and was walking through the lobby towards the exit when i hear this 'psst'.

of course.

with this encounter, he was more quiet (less talking) than usual (lot of akward pauses) but lots of smiling... with teeth. he never smiles with teeth. not trying to figure out this strange behavior, i excused myself for the exit.

and i will not analyze; too much work.

anyways, first exams are coming up very soon, so i'm working on that.