Thursday, October 04, 2001

i don't understand why people kiss a** to professors; i mean... come on!

i don't like interacting with my professors; especially the ones in my major: biology and chemistry. they pretent to know you or the other way around. it annoys me. i tend to connect with the ones that probably wouldn't help me out in the long run (i.e. my precalc prof). my friends say i should take the time out and talk with them; i'm going to need letters of recommendation anyways.

this is true, but the whole thought of interacting and having a conversation..... ugh!

anyways, my room is pretty clean; cleaned it after i came back from my psych exam. it wasn't hard, but after like two weeks, i just didn't do the assigned readings; i had more important things to worry about like analytical and immunology... you know, stuff that count. i don't think i did that bad, but i didn't get a 100%.

crispy and i were talking earlier, while watching tv. they had this commercial for american flags that you could put on your car. UGH! i've been trying to post anything about increased patriotism, but my patriotism has not increased any after september 11. terrorists attacks shouldn't be the only thing that suddenly makes you proud to be an american. i still don't like america and the things that it does; why do you think people attack us?

i am NOT proud that i'm american. i still think the president is stupid and still doesn't know what he's doing; and i still have the freedom to go ahead and critize him. i can say the same about the bombings in kenya (of course from the same people); that didn't make me more proud to be kenyan. i'm not going to sit here and pretend that america is the greatest place in the planet, cos it's not. i'm not going to pretend that i have all this patriotism that i don't have. i can only be me.

anyways, my nose itches. i don't know if it's because i get exam anxiety (i usually don't), cos i was itching right before the exam, through it and now it has mysteriously stopped itching. this is odd.