if there's one thing that i hate is asking random people strangers for directions; it really irks the hell out of me.

so yeah, we got lost in the city (mom got directions from crappy msn) and guess who had to ask for directions? but you know what, now i know who to ask and they will give me the right answer: cab drivers.

anyways, we got where we needed to go. i don't really want to go into 'this' business, but we did have to go to the federal building... you know what that means? metal detectors. anyways, so i'm going through after mom and the dood handing back the bags and stuff, looks me up and down (remember, i'm wearing a skirt which i hate... not the skirt, just the fact that i have to dress up) and he goes, "how you doing today?" mom turned around and was about to curse him out if i didn't push her forward. yes, mom is protective (i don't know if should say over because it's not getting on my nerves yet) and i love it. she's just showing the love!

switch to other topic: i'm a very private person. i think more that people realize. there are even stuff that not even mom knows (and somehow i tend to tell her everything eventually). and even though alot of people in my world don't know about this blog, equilibrium or even the fact that i mess around on the web, i choose not to talk about certain things. of course, i don't want to go and reveal my real identity (just yet). actually, i have been thinking about that, but then i start thinking what the parents and friends would think... that's just too much stuff that they really don't need to know about me just yet.
sometimes you just need to keeo some things to yourself.

anyways, guess who's coat is still out there? (wow, i'm asking alot of questions tonight) it's been warm lately, so i don't think he's really noticed that it's been missing or that it has been missed. anyway, somehow i have gotten myself so intrigued by that coat, that i call it mr. coat. we're currently in a relationship (hey, it's the next best thing..). yes crispy, i would smell mr. coat but i wouldn't lick him... hahaha. crispy and i are just playing around with it and whatnot: "stop touching mr. coat! he's mine" "you're standing too close to mr. coat!" it's becoming a part of the living room furniture. bbq, come pick up your coat.

right above my right eye has been twiching for about two weeks now. i don't know if it's when i get stressed or think too hard or something, but it will just start to twich. it's so annoying because it blurs the vision in that eye and i have to physically press down on it to make it stop. i don't know. it's strange.

ahh, my left eye just started twiching! wtf?!

anyways, i have an exam tomorrow and i'm tired. goodnight.