just came out of calculus (damn, this keyboard sucks... and so does the mouse...). i'm in the library trying to find some journals.

i don't feel good today; i am depressed. everything is just overwhelming me (and this keyboard isn't helping...). october is just a really bad month for me.

just called mom to tell her that i was coming home late tomorrow. i caught her just as she came home from the hospital... dad is in the hospital again. he hasn't gotten any better and the doctors don't know what to do, so they're keeping him in for observation.

i'm just so tired.