damn it. i forgot to press 'post and publish'. and why do i feel so depressed all of a sudden?

why do i feel so left out? of events, conversations. it's like people don't want to talk to me about stuff. or is it because i talk too much? i'm gonna do an experiment: i will not talk unless spoken to. duration: wednesday. we'll see how that goes.

damn. i was feeling happy just a couple of minutes ago.