for the first time in a long time, i'm actually just chillin'; doing nothing. i really should be studying for the calc quiz that i have tomorrow but i have time to do that... tomorrow. there's going to be a talk about 'What to do with a PhD in Science', which i'm going to go to later this evening.

i do plan on going to grad school (i don't think my advisor thinks i am... hmm *ugly face*) but i'm not quite sure if i want to do a PhD or my masters. i figure that i should start out with my masters though and then at that particular point in time, i can decide if i really want to do a PhD or not. There is especially alot of competition when you have your PhD, but the main reason why people fear it is because they don't want to stay behind the (lab) bench for the rest of their lives. i wouldn't mind doing that, but what i don't even find that lab position.. what do i do now? i mean this the rest of my life that i'm talking about; i don't want to sell myself short.

anyways, i get to take a 'fun' class next semester (my advisor recommended that i don't take p-chem yet... he actually ADVISED me for once!). fun pertaining to the fact that i don't have to think and that i don't have to get a good grade... that's fun for me. original said african dance... it's sounds interesting, but the class is late in the evening.. i don't know; i'm still looking into it.

i forgot to mention: while i was hard at work on my a-chem lab report, immunology paper and trying to read my i-paper all the same time (we didn't even get to the paper, which was good because i didn't really read it), WBZ left me a message on IM. weeeee. he was on campus and he was trying to visit. i tried calling his cell phone, but it wasn't on. so i missed him. awwww. i love me some WBZ; he's the bestest of the best! i haven't seen him forever.

i was going to say something more, but i think this post is quite long enough...