well motherf*ck! which one of my other friends is going to get pregnant, have child and NOT TELL ME?! (can you tell, this has happened more than once...) what?! am i the antithesis of having child?! i just don't understand... i just found out, no, she didn't tell me and i don't want to talk about it right now. i'm upset.

anyways, i took this little test and it says:

Your average life span is: 90 years old
You were born on Friday, February 01, 1980.
You have lived 8,019 days and have 24,831 days left to live.
You should die on Thursday January 09, 2070 at 11:20:57 PM.

i'm thinking:
1. damn, 8,019 days?!
2. damn, i'm gonna die in winter?
3. damn, i'm gonna die @ night?
4. 2070?!

should i be happy, sad, what? blah. missing real world... don't care, catch it later. agagaggg. i'm upset.