i have a quiz this morning; nothing serious. after class, i'm going to go to the gym, for the first time since i stopped going right before finals. i wanted to start running by the beginning of summer, but i don't think i'm ready since i just up and stopped.

i'm starting to notice how i'm starting to forget alot of things. i think mostly because i just don't write things down like i did during the school year. i finally did call to get my loan defered though, but now i'm also remembering that i'm planning to take the GREs later in the summer and that i should be practicing. i also just remembered something that i just now forgot. yet, all the unimportant stuff (like the dream i had two days ago about this horror movie that takes place on this amish farm starring brendan fraiser... yes, brendan fraiser and that girl from smallville; it had no plot whatsoever and thing was, i didn't really watch tv that day either... i was doing homework) i do remember.... wait... i almost remembered... no, that's not the thing that i wanted to remember though (pick up developed film). watch it come back to me right in the middle of this quiz.

i also starting to notice i have the bad habit of not emailing or calling people back in good time; i always push it off for later. i don't really know exactly why, but i know i fear somthing (...i'm weird). pour example, WBZ called me last night. don't really know why and his voicemail message made absolutely no sense at all. i had just stepped out of my room and i could of easily called him back.... but i didn't and haven't called him back yet. maybe later, but i have a feeling that i'm going to push it off even more. why? no apparent reason other than a general fear.

i'm such a bad friend. don't be like me. anyway.

peace for your day.