soundtrack: lauryn hill: just like water

(wow. two blogs in one day; edit note: in the last entry, i meant 8th continent and not 8th element; my bad.)

i feel bad. i told myself that i wouldn't download any of lauryn hill's new stuff and i would buy the CD instead. i just couldn't help myself. i caught the end of the video of this song on day on mtv, so i downloaded it. it's nice.

i didn't expect the lady that i babysit for to call me this evening. the neighborhood girl that was supposed to sit this week is still out of town and the boys miss me anyways, so i'm working tomorrow and friday. i guess the more money the better; i'm paying for my own schoolbooks this year (like i wasn't before?). even though it's only two classes that i'm taking, it's looks like it's going to be $300.

current convo (w/jam):

chiiq: i mean, like, i don't know if i could go to school overseas
g: ooh okay.
chiiq: yeah
chiiq: i'm just a kind of ... i don't know the word
chiiq: attached person
chiiq: it's hard for me to detach from places
g: and people?
chiiq: well, people have grown unreliable to me nowadays, so i'm getting over that
g: okay.
g: my bad.
g: i guess i'm unreliable then.
chiiq: no
chiiq: not you
chiiq: other people
g: it's okay. I ain't reliable all the time.
g: i'm human after all.
chiiq: people i though where my friends
chiiq: friends for a long time
chiiq: just lying to me and whatnot
g: yeah, like me.
chiiq: more than just being unreliable
g: i did that at least two time consistently.
g: around your birthday.....
chiiq: trust me, you're not as bad as my so called friends
chiiq: i forgive you
g: thanks.
g: I guess I was just trying to be nice....tricking you into suprise parties and all....
chiiq: harharhar
chiiq: those are nice surprises
chiiq: i've had nasty ones. unexpected ones.
g: yeah, but it will be okay.
chiiq: i don't know if it will be ever ok
chiiq: i forgive them, but i still just don't understand why

peace.