soundtrack: law and order
this weekend was tedious, tiring and not long enough. early friday afternoon, crispy and i hung out outside in the sun, running into people that i would never run into thanks to to my funky schedule. ghettoness and laughter insue. it was nice. later, i got out of class early. it seemed like fate that i would run into someone that haven't seen in awhile. someone that would bring back feelings .... feelings i thought i got past. i don't think she knew that i knew; it would of been inappropriate for me to bust out with the 'why's'. i was happy because it had been so long, but i felt hurt and betrayed. everything after that seemed intensified in the negative light; so many times i was 'betrayed' this weekend. i'm still just trying to deal with it.
ugh! my house is a zoo; there are all these bugs up in here. i got stung by a bee on my knee earlier this evening and now there are mosquito bites all over the side of my face. this is just not cool anymore. everytime i get an itch or a pinch, i start to get paranoid.
anyways, i got work that i haven't started my lab yet, that's due tomorrow. that would entail me going up to campus early tomorrow morning, so that means that i would need to get a good night's sleep. so that would mean that i should go to sleep right now (and get some cortaid... these bites itch like a mutha!)
peace. goodnight.
this weekend was tedious, tiring and not long enough. early friday afternoon, crispy and i hung out outside in the sun, running into people that i would never run into thanks to to my funky schedule. ghettoness and laughter insue. it was nice. later, i got out of class early. it seemed like fate that i would run into someone that haven't seen in awhile. someone that would bring back feelings .... feelings i thought i got past. i don't think she knew that i knew; it would of been inappropriate for me to bust out with the 'why's'. i was happy because it had been so long, but i felt hurt and betrayed. everything after that seemed intensified in the negative light; so many times i was 'betrayed' this weekend. i'm still just trying to deal with it.
ugh! my house is a zoo; there are all these bugs up in here. i got stung by a bee on my knee earlier this evening and now there are mosquito bites all over the side of my face. this is just not cool anymore. everytime i get an itch or a pinch, i start to get paranoid.
anyways, i got work that i haven't started my lab yet, that's due tomorrow. that would entail me going up to campus early tomorrow morning, so that means that i would need to get a good night's sleep. so that would mean that i should go to sleep right now (and get some cortaid... these bites itch like a mutha!)
peace. goodnight.

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