soundtrack: zwan: desire

yo, i used to think that month of hell (october; no pun intended) only applied to umbc and the fact that we don't have any breaks during that month. how wrong i was. october has once again become my month of hell. i've been spending 11-12 hours in the lab, average. daily. nothing is working; my transductions, my westerns.. my western went bust today. gah.
Mic has been mia since last week; i don't know if she has (med school) interviews or what. i've been too busy to go to any seminars or talks, so i haven't seen anyone.

so in short, alot of stuff is going on, but i just don't have the time. went to umbc twice last week and i'm not going with nic this weekend to visit the boy at uva. i need to get out of this state.
i was driving home the other day and i felt that at that moment, i could leave maryland and live somewhere else and i wouldn't miss here at all.

so i guess this is the long way of saying that i'm on hiatus. until november 5th (GREs!). will probably still randomly update etcetera with lyrics or conversations. booya.

peace.