soundtrack: zwan: desire

yo, i used to think that month of hell (october; no pun intended) only applied to umbc and the fact that we don't have any breaks during that month. how wrong i was. october has once again become my month of hell. i've been spending 11-12 hours in the lab, average. daily. nothing is working; my transductions, my westerns.. my western went bust today. gah.
Mic has been mia since last week; i don't know if she has (med school) interviews or what. i've been too busy to go to any seminars or talks, so i haven't seen anyone.

so in short, alot of stuff is going on, but i just don't have the time. went to umbc twice last week and i'm not going with nic this weekend to visit the boy at uva. i need to get out of this state.
i was driving home the other day and i felt that at that moment, i could leave maryland and live somewhere else and i wouldn't miss here at all.

so i guess this is the long way of saying that i'm on hiatus. until november 5th (GREs!). will probably still randomly update etcetera with lyrics or conversations. booya.

peace.

soundtrack: rae and christian: it ain't nothin' like ft. pharacyde

so. i'm gonna be lazy and ask you guys to write the next entry for me. ask me anything; what do you want to know about me? the stipulations. you can only ask five questions, you can't ask anything like what's my real name, what's my address, etc... and i limit the asking to people that don't know me in the real. so ask away; i eagerly await your questions.
and for the people that do know me in the real, you can ask your questions also, and i'll answer them in a different set. to everyone, please email questions. i won't promise that i'll answer them all, but i will answer them.

my entries would be more stimulated, but by the time i get home from work, my brain is mush from calculating and actually.. you know.. thinking all day. it's not that bad... it's just alot of... work. also to add that i have no weekends...when will my brain ever recover?

ok. i'm gone. peace.

soundtrack: the get up kids: long goodnight

i told myself that if i could write an entry to the length of this song, i would post it. ... in list form..

20 things running through chi's mind right now...:

1. this is the 5th time i'm starting this entry tonight
2. work is work... keeping me busy
3. my laptop is acting funky again.. my entry is stuck on it.. when i can start it, i'll post it.
4. i'm so tired... and sleep can't cure it...
5. i live at home and bills are still killin' me
6. i need to go out on a date.. any takers?
7. i miss playing pool with the crew
8. taking the gre's in four weeks.. still don't know what i want to do or where i want to go, but i'm taking them anyways..
9. i'm reading two books at the same time... cos i got no time..
10. i miss bbq something bad...
11. my room is an organized mess..
12. the only thing i've been able to eat during the day for the past three weeks is gatorade...
13. i need shoes cos the sandals in 40 degree weather ain't cutting it..
14. a new fellow started on my floor last week... she reminds me of the person my alter ego is trying to hide from the world... my shyness..
15. who the hell is calling my house at 11.22pm? don't they know the parents go to sleep at 9?
16. 11.22pm?! i'm missing the simpsons...
17. i have used over 700 minutes in the past week and a half
18. you guys haven't been leaving messages or emailing me... somebody email me... communication!
19. i'm going to stop this list at 20
20. goodnight.

peace.