soundtrak: oasis: don't go away
to make the long story short:
- i finally saw bbq face to face after 8 months. our relationship is difficult. i want to show him that i can be a friend and i don't have to be more, but i feel that he wants more. i need to get the chi version of bbq out of my head because that's what i want and that's what doesn't exist. but when i try so hard not to watch him, i can feel his eyes on me.
- i thought that LS never showed up, but only to find out that he showed up late. if your friend was holding a programme and you showed up late, wouldn't you at least come into the building and see if they were still around. what if you came in and you found your friend making fun of you... found out that she was making fun of you all along. i hope that didn't happen. i have yet to find out.
other things:
- i haven't talked to T in two weeks. i seriously thought he was avoiding me, but he finally returned my call this evening. it seems that T has practically the answers to everything, even my two dilemmas mentioned above. where does he get all this wisdom from... i have yet to find out. he had to catch a bus, so he's calling me back later.
- i've been really busy at work. so busy in fact that i haven't been to lab meeting two weeks in a row. so now it's an event to for K and i to run into each other in the hallway. not an event for me so much as for him. i think he misses me, which i find quite amusing. last friday, he was talking to someone in the hallway as i walked back and forth with plates and bottles of reagents. i knew he was watching me, wondering where i'd been. this morning, i went to get some plates out of the incubator and i literally ran into him. literally. he laughed and i huffed annoyed. beware of construction.
- so how long have i lived in the DC area? and i have yet to go to one national cherry blossom festival. T says i should be shot. T lives in DC. anyways, it's more for the fact that i want to take some pictures of things (i.e. cherry blossoms) rather than go to the festivities. Mic's birthday is this saturday. i promised that i would do something with her and since my saturday is jammed packed (as always), i suggested the festival on sunday. i'm trying to get a group together, mostly for the fact that i don't like to do anything by myself (even eat out... what's the fun in that). so i'm planning that... geez, i'm always planning it seems... i need a life!
i missed you marcus.
peace.
to make the long story short:
- i finally saw bbq face to face after 8 months. our relationship is difficult. i want to show him that i can be a friend and i don't have to be more, but i feel that he wants more. i need to get the chi version of bbq out of my head because that's what i want and that's what doesn't exist. but when i try so hard not to watch him, i can feel his eyes on me.
- i thought that LS never showed up, but only to find out that he showed up late. if your friend was holding a programme and you showed up late, wouldn't you at least come into the building and see if they were still around. what if you came in and you found your friend making fun of you... found out that she was making fun of you all along. i hope that didn't happen. i have yet to find out.
other things:
- i haven't talked to T in two weeks. i seriously thought he was avoiding me, but he finally returned my call this evening. it seems that T has practically the answers to everything, even my two dilemmas mentioned above. where does he get all this wisdom from... i have yet to find out. he had to catch a bus, so he's calling me back later.
- i've been really busy at work. so busy in fact that i haven't been to lab meeting two weeks in a row. so now it's an event to for K and i to run into each other in the hallway. not an event for me so much as for him. i think he misses me, which i find quite amusing. last friday, he was talking to someone in the hallway as i walked back and forth with plates and bottles of reagents. i knew he was watching me, wondering where i'd been. this morning, i went to get some plates out of the incubator and i literally ran into him. literally. he laughed and i huffed annoyed. beware of construction.
- so how long have i lived in the DC area? and i have yet to go to one national cherry blossom festival. T says i should be shot. T lives in DC. anyways, it's more for the fact that i want to take some pictures of things (i.e. cherry blossoms) rather than go to the festivities. Mic's birthday is this saturday. i promised that i would do something with her and since my saturday is jammed packed (as always), i suggested the festival on sunday. i'm trying to get a group together, mostly for the fact that i don't like to do anything by myself (even eat out... what's the fun in that). so i'm planning that... geez, i'm always planning it seems... i need a life!
i missed you marcus.
peace.
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