soundtrak: nightmares on wax: soul-ho

ok. as you can probably tell, i'm feeling much better. and if you don't know, you missed it, sorry. i just have alot of issues that are pressing down on me and i don't know if i'm really ready to confront and talk about them right now. sometimes i just get so worked up that i feel i'm going to bust, but then i just numb out and try to ignore the problems i have.

pretty much the same old: worrying about grad school, working my butt off, no sleep, no rest, no relaxation, crap, crap, crap and etc. i think i just need to repeat this particular experiment one more time and then i'm done with it; been doing this particular experiment for a month or two. i'm glad cos the procedure takes forever to do. but good results often mean that they will have to be presented. i know that's going to come soon and i need to be working on this poster that i have to present at the beginning of may. the joy.

it's a beautiful weekend and the cicadas haven't come out yet, so i'm going to positively do something tomorrow. cos i don't plan to be out and about this summer, believe you me.



peace