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happy new year.
just came back from church; we had this huge sleepover for the smaller kiddies... and man, i am never gonna have kids if they're gonna act that way... somebody will get beat... just craziness.
anyways, thursday, went out with 1/2 the biochem crew. we couldn't reach the boy on his phone and nic ended up picking me up. mg was at a funeral the day before and we didn't expect him to show. we went to the (new) mall near umbc and met up with D, who didn't need to picked up because he purchased a brand new car... brand new! nic and i tried to think of reasons why he would sell the car his parents gave him and then all of a sudden buy a new one (and i am talking new; 2005). he explained to that when he came down to bmore for new years (when he said he was gonna stay in pa for the holidays... boo!), he didn't know how he was going to get back up to school... so he decided to buy a car. yeah... i wish i could just 'decide' to buy a car (i mean, even just for the hell of it), but i digress.
we ate, discussing more on the D-is-a-ladies'-man theory, to which D refused to admit that he did indeed admit at our last outing, that he has game. after dinner, we watched oce.an's 12, which wasn't too bad, but long and disjointed compared to it's prequel.
D ended up giving me a ride back in his new ride. he got lost getting out of the mall and ended up having to make a big loop around the betway(s) to get back to my area. we mostly joked around a bit (he's just so easy to diss! and anyways, it's payback from grade school up), but we also talked about issues i've been having lately. we finally ended up back to my house and D told me that everything goes in cycles, especially the situations we have with the people we know now. it's what we learn and take from those situations that will help us when they arise again. the wise one has spoken.
T called me new year's eve. when i called him back, he was driving around, with no plans in mind. i don't know what we started talking about, but then he mentioned how ash was in town and how she was going to this party and she didn't have a ride, so she called T up... this whole situation between T and ash is hazardous. T knows this yet he keeps on putting himself in there. he doesn't want to talk about it with me; he refuses. so all i can do is sit and listen. he took her to the party and dropped her off... let me not even type what i'm thinking.
you know it's like that drug commercial where the girl is drowning and her friend is standing by watching her drown and the announcer goes: if you knew your friend was in trouble, you'd help her, right? well, hell: T wants to drown. well, let him drown then.
i have no real resolutions for the year 2005. my big thing though is to write this novel. i finally started, so now i just need to continue. as for the gym, i needed to go back a long time ago. no resolution about it. i need to figure out if it'll be more reasonable to go to the school gym and quit bally's or what. maybe take a class, like last time.
this week is my last week before school starts up again. i need to get stuff in order; probably have to go down to gtown and work that stuff out. i need to read these scientific papers that i've been putting off. T still wants to go to i.kea (still..) and i need to get stuff for the iPod and my lovely laptop. i suppose i should start with cleaning this room and laundry. whot! (yeah, i don't know what the hell that means either... i just made it up)
peace.
happy new year.
just came back from church; we had this huge sleepover for the smaller kiddies... and man, i am never gonna have kids if they're gonna act that way... somebody will get beat... just craziness.
anyways, thursday, went out with 1/2 the biochem crew. we couldn't reach the boy on his phone and nic ended up picking me up. mg was at a funeral the day before and we didn't expect him to show. we went to the (new) mall near umbc and met up with D, who didn't need to picked up because he purchased a brand new car... brand new! nic and i tried to think of reasons why he would sell the car his parents gave him and then all of a sudden buy a new one (and i am talking new; 2005). he explained to that when he came down to bmore for new years (when he said he was gonna stay in pa for the holidays... boo!), he didn't know how he was going to get back up to school... so he decided to buy a car. yeah... i wish i could just 'decide' to buy a car (i mean, even just for the hell of it), but i digress.
we ate, discussing more on the D-is-a-ladies'-man theory, to which D refused to admit that he did indeed admit at our last outing, that he has game. after dinner, we watched oce.an's 12, which wasn't too bad, but long and disjointed compared to it's prequel.
D ended up giving me a ride back in his new ride. he got lost getting out of the mall and ended up having to make a big loop around the betway(s) to get back to my area. we mostly joked around a bit (he's just so easy to diss! and anyways, it's payback from grade school up), but we also talked about issues i've been having lately. we finally ended up back to my house and D told me that everything goes in cycles, especially the situations we have with the people we know now. it's what we learn and take from those situations that will help us when they arise again. the wise one has spoken.
T called me new year's eve. when i called him back, he was driving around, with no plans in mind. i don't know what we started talking about, but then he mentioned how ash was in town and how she was going to this party and she didn't have a ride, so she called T up... this whole situation between T and ash is hazardous. T knows this yet he keeps on putting himself in there. he doesn't want to talk about it with me; he refuses. so all i can do is sit and listen. he took her to the party and dropped her off... let me not even type what i'm thinking.
you know it's like that drug commercial where the girl is drowning and her friend is standing by watching her drown and the announcer goes: if you knew your friend was in trouble, you'd help her, right? well, hell: T wants to drown. well, let him drown then.
i have no real resolutions for the year 2005. my big thing though is to write this novel. i finally started, so now i just need to continue. as for the gym, i needed to go back a long time ago. no resolution about it. i need to figure out if it'll be more reasonable to go to the school gym and quit bally's or what. maybe take a class, like last time.
this week is my last week before school starts up again. i need to get stuff in order; probably have to go down to gtown and work that stuff out. i need to read these scientific papers that i've been putting off. T still wants to go to i.kea (still..) and i need to get stuff for the iPod and my lovely laptop. i suppose i should start with cleaning this room and laundry. whot! (yeah, i don't know what the hell that means either... i just made it up)
peace.
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