soundtrak: john mayer: something's missing

it's a cold, dreary day. only had one out of three classes today. went into the lab to see if i could finish up for the week and then.. my gel broke... and it just happened to break right in the path of the particular dna i was looking at. i was in a good mood up to that point. i have to go in tomorrow and run that sucka again. *sigh*

dad and i share this particular... i don't know if you could call it a trait. when we're thinking, we scrunch up our faces like we're mad or upset. i guess you could call it a blank face; you know, when you're daydreaming or something like that. people always ask me what's wrong or they assume that dad is upset, but we're not. i don't know. maybe unconsciously, i'm not happy.
well, now that i think about it, i'm never in a state of 'happy', even when good things happen. i don't know. you can't miss the happiness if you never experienced it. i don't know what true happiness is. hmm.

little nuggets, my friends. more later.

peace.