soundtrak: weezer: undone (the sweater song)
you ever get that feeling when your frantically looking for your keys or cell... you know what i'm talking about... that feeling of dread that maybe, just maybe you won't find it at the bottom of your purse, stuck in the side pocket of your backpack. but when you do, relief melts over you and securely clutch your prized possession. that was me, in the middle of the day, looking frantically for my cell phone...except i never found it and i still have that feeling of dread as i suspend my cell phone account and call around friends and the bus depot.
the last time i clutched my phone in my hands was when i was rounding the corner to work, on the bus. did i ever mention how much i hate the bus? i never can do anything but sleep, unlike the train where i can study, read and be productive. the people on the bus annoy me somehow more than the people on the train. and now that my cell is lost, i hate the bus even more. i'm trying to figure if i should wait up til 1am this morning when they clean out all the buses, to see if they found my phone. cos $270 is really not worth wasting.
also on the bus hating, i was taking the bus to my metro station (where i parked my car) and we almost rear ended this car that stopped because of a passing fire truck. i don't care if i have to go all the way around the red line and it take 45 min. (instead of the supposed 30 min, if you don't count waiting for their late a**) and i pay double the amount. i am not taking the bus again! i really need to get my parking permit already...
anyways, i have a final tomorrow. still working on my immuno final due wednesday. i got alot of that done at work today since i haven't started any experiments yet. I'm gonna start with that on wednesday, the student teaching me what to do. i remember just two years ago (almost.. about) when i was the (pre-graduate) student in the lab. man, this is going to be weird. other than that, i'm liking the work and the people; it's a great lab to be.
yesterday, i went to study at umbc (it's the only place i can really study, i'm not gonna lie... and i actually got alot of work done..) with non-date. and i think that's what i'm gonna call him now, because he's really not my type at all and frankly, i find him annoying at times. he's cool though. the background on him is that we both graduated at the same time with the same degree, but i didn't meet him til now, at gu. anyways, he was studying for another exam, so i could kind of work on my own. i spent most of the afternoon there, then we went out to eat (more him pressuring me to go out and eat). we talked... or more like i talked about B and all that hot mess. and i notice i tend to do that alot: i give out alot of information about myself, yet i know nothing about other people. i am aware of that and i pointedly ask 'getting to know you questions', but it always seems this way. anyways, i don't know what non-date wants out of all this... it's clearly more than friends, but i'm just not feeling him like that.
anyways, i'm tired; all this losing-the-cell-phone drama. back when things cool off... if they do.
peace.
you ever get that feeling when your frantically looking for your keys or cell... you know what i'm talking about... that feeling of dread that maybe, just maybe you won't find it at the bottom of your purse, stuck in the side pocket of your backpack. but when you do, relief melts over you and securely clutch your prized possession. that was me, in the middle of the day, looking frantically for my cell phone...except i never found it and i still have that feeling of dread as i suspend my cell phone account and call around friends and the bus depot.
the last time i clutched my phone in my hands was when i was rounding the corner to work, on the bus. did i ever mention how much i hate the bus? i never can do anything but sleep, unlike the train where i can study, read and be productive. the people on the bus annoy me somehow more than the people on the train. and now that my cell is lost, i hate the bus even more. i'm trying to figure if i should wait up til 1am this morning when they clean out all the buses, to see if they found my phone. cos $270 is really not worth wasting.
also on the bus hating, i was taking the bus to my metro station (where i parked my car) and we almost rear ended this car that stopped because of a passing fire truck. i don't care if i have to go all the way around the red line and it take 45 min. (instead of the supposed 30 min, if you don't count waiting for their late a**) and i pay double the amount. i am not taking the bus again! i really need to get my parking permit already...
anyways, i have a final tomorrow. still working on my immuno final due wednesday. i got alot of that done at work today since i haven't started any experiments yet. I'm gonna start with that on wednesday, the student teaching me what to do. i remember just two years ago (almost.. about) when i was the (pre-graduate) student in the lab. man, this is going to be weird. other than that, i'm liking the work and the people; it's a great lab to be.
yesterday, i went to study at umbc (it's the only place i can really study, i'm not gonna lie... and i actually got alot of work done..) with non-date. and i think that's what i'm gonna call him now, because he's really not my type at all and frankly, i find him annoying at times. he's cool though. the background on him is that we both graduated at the same time with the same degree, but i didn't meet him til now, at gu. anyways, he was studying for another exam, so i could kind of work on my own. i spent most of the afternoon there, then we went out to eat (more him pressuring me to go out and eat). we talked... or more like i talked about B and all that hot mess. and i notice i tend to do that alot: i give out alot of information about myself, yet i know nothing about other people. i am aware of that and i pointedly ask 'getting to know you questions', but it always seems this way. anyways, i don't know what non-date wants out of all this... it's clearly more than friends, but i'm just not feeling him like that.
anyways, i'm tired; all this losing-the-cell-phone drama. back when things cool off... if they do.
peace.
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