soundtrak: silence
tgif list:
- bacteriology final: it wasn't bad, but it wasn't great either. passable i think, but i have to wait and see. virology on monday; significantly easier and just trying to get through the material in time. then classes will be no more; i can hardly believe it.
- one of my friends is engaged to a man that she met about a month ago. it's a sordid tale that i'm really not going to get into. they're getting married at the end of spring. T gives it 6 months. i don't even think they'll make it to spring.
- wow. christmas is almost here. it doesn't really feel like anything to me; i'm not really excited about it. ehh.
- i don't think i mentioned this before. maybe i did. during the thankgiving break, at practice, jam came down from baltimore to visit JK and i (JK just happened to be at practice)... the context is not all that relevant. i hadn't seen jam in a while; a long while. and it was then when i realized that i missed him. i really, truely missed him. i wrote down when i came home that evening: his presence brings the assurance that i miss.
- do you know how it feels when you realize that something is going on that's been going on for awhile, but you're the last person to know, but it was thought or it was assumed that you knew what was going on the whole time? yeah... so that's where i am right now. it's strange. it's enligtening but damming all at the same time.
- and now, some quotes:
- "good to be lusted, but not to be trusted."
- "i write words 'cause these are the things i can't say but i'll sing to you
and i know that it's all a cop-out but my heart
it just pops out
of joint."
- "and we're so new and young like science
full of ideas and naive defiance
we'll lose it all with each passing fall
as our wake up call."
-" "... you don't seem like you need rescuing." is the depressing part that he's only half right - it's not that she doesn't need rescuing but that nobody else will be able to do it? she has always somehow known that she is the one who will have to rescue herself. or maybe what's depressing is that this knowledge seems like it should make life easier, and instead it makes it harder."
and i'm done. great weekends people.
peace.
tgif list:
- bacteriology final: it wasn't bad, but it wasn't great either. passable i think, but i have to wait and see. virology on monday; significantly easier and just trying to get through the material in time. then classes will be no more; i can hardly believe it.
- one of my friends is engaged to a man that she met about a month ago. it's a sordid tale that i'm really not going to get into. they're getting married at the end of spring. T gives it 6 months. i don't even think they'll make it to spring.
- wow. christmas is almost here. it doesn't really feel like anything to me; i'm not really excited about it. ehh.
- i don't think i mentioned this before. maybe i did. during the thankgiving break, at practice, jam came down from baltimore to visit JK and i (JK just happened to be at practice)... the context is not all that relevant. i hadn't seen jam in a while; a long while. and it was then when i realized that i missed him. i really, truely missed him. i wrote down when i came home that evening: his presence brings the assurance that i miss.
- do you know how it feels when you realize that something is going on that's been going on for awhile, but you're the last person to know, but it was thought or it was assumed that you knew what was going on the whole time? yeah... so that's where i am right now. it's strange. it's enligtening but damming all at the same time.
- and now, some quotes:
- "good to be lusted, but not to be trusted."
- "i write words 'cause these are the things i can't say but i'll sing to you
and i know that it's all a cop-out but my heart
it just pops out
of joint."
- "and we're so new and young like science
full of ideas and naive defiance
we'll lose it all with each passing fall
as our wake up call."
-" "... you don't seem like you need rescuing." is the depressing part that he's only half right - it's not that she doesn't need rescuing but that nobody else will be able to do it? she has always somehow known that she is the one who will have to rescue herself. or maybe what's depressing is that this knowledge seems like it should make life easier, and instead it makes it harder."
and i'm done. great weekends people.
peace.
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