soundtrak: handsome boy modeling school: the truth
yesterday, for the first time in a long time, i went out with Y and B. after giving myself the ultimatium that i would never go out with these two again... yeah, i don't know where this sentence is going. anyways, i though Y would bring ana along, but he was at home, alone, when he came downtown, which is never unusual for him. sad but not unusual. there was some sort of running inside joke going on between Y and B about ana, but i chose not to get into it. if he's not getting affection, that is not my concern.
i really wanted to see a movie this weekend, being that i barely have the time or money to see movies when they come out. that didn't happen; Y and B seem to watch every movie under the sun when they come out. i haven't even watched xmen 3 yet.
we ate at a resturant nearby and caught up on life somewhat, talked about the world of academia for undergraduates and graduate students and reminiced about our high school scholars program. after, instead of the movie, we roamed about borders for awhile (you know that's a trouble spot for me; with an amazing show of willpower, i didn't buy anything). while in borders, we found this book called colorstrology, which tells about your personality based on your birthdate. mine was pretty accurate, if you even believe in that kind of stuff:
characteristics: independent, persevering, focused
you have a strong independent streak and know how to do things for yourself.
making decisions, following an outline and doing anything that is cerebral in nature comes easily to you. it is important for you to honor the emotional side of life, especially in regard to relationships and expressing your feelings. your personal color (burnished lilac) helps to balance the aggressive with the sensitive side of your nature.
B. was especially touchy-feely. his hands were always on my shoulder, massaging my neck, touching my face, his arm looped in mine, his head resting on my shoulder. that's just the way he is. it's not so much annoying anymore. i think that's the only thing that's been consistent with him despite all the years that i chose not to talk to him.
B colorstrology profile: characteristics: sexy, deep, probing
your ability to delve below the surface is your specialty. you are a natural investigator and can see things through to the core of the truth (which you know i hate). you have a natural talent for attracting money (which is true, based where he works). romantic and sensual, many people find you quite irresistible. you were born with strength and capability. wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with the color mulberry (which he absolutely hated... ha!) helps you sustain your passion without becoming too intense.
hmm.
i don't know what the deal with my tuition is. there is just too many loose ends and nobody knows how to resolve the issue.
trying to get back into the lab, working and such. so many things going wrong with my mice, but i'm still trying to deal.
and of course, other things.
anyways. now, i rest.
peace.
yesterday, for the first time in a long time, i went out with Y and B. after giving myself the ultimatium that i would never go out with these two again... yeah, i don't know where this sentence is going. anyways, i though Y would bring ana along, but he was at home, alone, when he came downtown, which is never unusual for him. sad but not unusual. there was some sort of running inside joke going on between Y and B about ana, but i chose not to get into it. if he's not getting affection, that is not my concern.
i really wanted to see a movie this weekend, being that i barely have the time or money to see movies when they come out. that didn't happen; Y and B seem to watch every movie under the sun when they come out. i haven't even watched xmen 3 yet.
we ate at a resturant nearby and caught up on life somewhat, talked about the world of academia for undergraduates and graduate students and reminiced about our high school scholars program. after, instead of the movie, we roamed about borders for awhile (you know that's a trouble spot for me; with an amazing show of willpower, i didn't buy anything). while in borders, we found this book called colorstrology, which tells about your personality based on your birthdate. mine was pretty accurate, if you even believe in that kind of stuff:
characteristics: independent, persevering, focused
you have a strong independent streak and know how to do things for yourself.
making decisions, following an outline and doing anything that is cerebral in nature comes easily to you. it is important for you to honor the emotional side of life, especially in regard to relationships and expressing your feelings. your personal color (burnished lilac) helps to balance the aggressive with the sensitive side of your nature.
B. was especially touchy-feely. his hands were always on my shoulder, massaging my neck, touching my face, his arm looped in mine, his head resting on my shoulder. that's just the way he is. it's not so much annoying anymore. i think that's the only thing that's been consistent with him despite all the years that i chose not to talk to him.
B colorstrology profile: characteristics: sexy, deep, probing
your ability to delve below the surface is your specialty. you are a natural investigator and can see things through to the core of the truth (which you know i hate). you have a natural talent for attracting money (which is true, based where he works). romantic and sensual, many people find you quite irresistible. you were born with strength and capability. wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with the color mulberry (which he absolutely hated... ha!) helps you sustain your passion without becoming too intense.
hmm.
i don't know what the deal with my tuition is. there is just too many loose ends and nobody knows how to resolve the issue.
trying to get back into the lab, working and such. so many things going wrong with my mice, but i'm still trying to deal.
and of course, other things.
anyways. now, i rest.
peace.
