soundtrak: junior boys: so this is goodbye

T’s away message: in a pissy @ss mood!

me: oh spirit brother… we’re in a pissy mood together
T: good!!! Who’s @$$ are we going to kick to make us feel better?
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me: i don’t know. did you have anyone in mind?
T: My guidance counselor from UMBC!!!
me: good idea! let’s go!
T: We need to build a ramp 1st, one that will launch my Maxima right into her office. My insurance should help me get a new one x-(
Bring it
!!!
me: ok… now that you have that out of your system… what’s wrong?
T: We’ll get away in the your Altima!!
Make for the border sister
I don’t know, things are just on my nerves.
I need a second and third job!!!
I need to work the block homie
me: i know what you mean
things have just been bothering me in general
T: I’m tired of my over talkative coworker
me: lol
T: my car isn’t fast enough
not sure what I’m going to do for school
me: it’s okay homie… things will get better.

soundtrak: john mayer: heart of life

- i don’t know. i’m in a funk, sort of. this weekend, i cooked (for no reason really; i never really eat what i cook, i just keep it) saturday and then cleaned on sunday. mom asked me what’s wrong and i couldn’t tell her. i really can’t pinpoint it. i’m thinking if i just go to the gym this week (i already went this morning; great workout), i can sweat out this funk. we’ll see.
- on the total random, the girl who now does the murine work for most of the labs in our section seemed really familiar to me, but i couldn’t place her. this happens too often and i think just because the DC metro area is just the perfect size fishbowl; big enough to live, but small enough to see people (did that make sense?). anyways, so she came in early one morning (and i’m usually the first person in) and she remarked that i was also familiar to her as well. turns out, she dated mg our senior year at umbc. ha! i always remembered her as quiet; she never really said anything. it’s weird.
- why does it seem that with the people that you love the most, you fight the most? or maybe because you care more than just that random joe off the street. i’m pissed at T right now and for no good reason, so i haven’t told him. it always seems when things are going great between us, something goes wrong or there’s a problem. i don’t know why that is and i’m trying to see if i can avoid it this time around. but it’s too late; i’m already pissed. and i guess to clarify, T and i are just really good friends; there are too many issues between the both of us to ever take that next step. ha.
- geez. after some work, i finally moved my old blog over to this server. i didn’t want to add it to this blog because i felt that i needed to signify some sort of beginning, a cut-off from my college years. i’m now starting into the nitty-gritty of my doctorate. i still can’t believe i’ve been writing for 10 years. anyways, Delusions of Grandeur: Retrospective can be found here. also, D.O.G.: In Transition can be found here. yes, i will work on consolidating.

ok. more later.

peace.
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