soundtrak: keane: crystal ball

i know it’s been awhile since i’ve last written; i find that i have to be in the mood to write, even though there’s so much i want to say. i figure i should just write as many entries as i can when i’m in the mood and stagger post them (i have this thing about posting alot of entries on one day… i don’t know…).
mostly, for the end of april, i’ve been in a bad, crappy mood. and you know it’s always the worst when you don’t even know why you feel so depressed. but it’s somewhat gone for now, so i’m progressing.

i still haven’t gotten the marks for the written part of comps yet. i should email and ask, but then i need all the time i can get to write this proposal (you know me and writing… i have to be in the mood…).
my experiments haven’t been working due to the simple fact that there is always one factor that can be avoided if caught but it never is. this week, my cells died because there was no water in the incubator (if you don’t know what i’m talking about, i’m not going to go into detail about it). i didn’t come into lab this tuesday because of school and an appointment; nobody in lab bothered to check that detail and i’m kinda pissed about it. they better not blame me if something bad happens with their experiments. i can only do it over again. i’m at the point of time where nothing’s really working; it feels like i’m running on auto pilot. i’m just working and waiting for the breakthrough.

the book i’m reading now is nice (The Rug Merchant by Meg Mullins). i read right before i go to sleep; it calms me down somewhat.
downloaded some new d n’ b last night; i need to restart my radio.blog again. i like my internet radios, but they don’t always have the songs that i want to listen to or that i’m interested in (read: commercial). soon. i promise.

peace.

**update: radio.blog for may 2007 on the music page. i would put it on the main page, but i know it’s gonna eat bandwidth. the player can pop out however. enjoy.