soundtrak: kings of convenience :: i don’t know what i can save you from (royksopp remix)

- i’ve been sort of not in the mood for writing or even thinking for that matter. today is cold and we have a two hour delay at work, yet i’m still at work (even though we had no power when i woke up this morning). CB thinks i’m crazy.
- being the complete masochist i am, i emailed mr. unattainable on his birthday this week. of course, he emailed me back, wishing me a happy (belated) birthday and telling me all the wonderful things going on in his life. he’s doing his oral comp exam today. i didn’t know if should be more upset about our whole situation or the fact that he’s proceeding with his PhD and i’m not. i still don’t know how to take it, but i’m feeling better about it today. i’m sure he’ll do just fine, i emailed him back. then trashed the conversation.
- talking about schools… man, i don’t even know if i want to go into this… dr. a really, really screwed me over. she really messed with my future and i’m still upset about it. if you really want to know, email me. i can’t talk about it here. the good news is that everything is back on track and i hope to be hearing from the last two schools i applied to soon, so i can finally move on with my life already. i hate being in this holding pattern.
- because of the whole thing that happened last week, lab has become a place that i don’t enjoy too much anymore (despite the fact that i’m here). i come later than usual and leave earlier than necessary. i just do the work. in less than a month, i’m out of here.
- the whole picture-with-every-entry is holding me accountable to what i write. i can’t write crap anymore, well considering i have to find a picture or take one to post with it. i like it; it’s a challenge.
- new music: so i have an account at the hype machine, which is good for finding songs that i’m interested in, but not sure if i want to buy yet. i downloaded alot of royksopp this week, which is nice. this remix i like alot. also, i got that new lenny kravitz’s single; i like it.
- i’ve been cramping up alot during my workouts; mr. f says it’s because i’m way dehydrated, so i’ve been back on the water and eating better, which has jumpstarted my weight loss again. i drank up to 2-L a day, but stopped cold mainly because i hated going to the bathroom every 30 minutes. i guess in the name of health…
- i would really, really like a valentine. that’s all i’m saying… some flowers would be nice.

that’s all for now, i guess.

peace.